huaaaaaa i’m back! lololol i miss you everyone! im so busy lately and will still busy tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow and… gyaaaaahhhhh i wanna die! ;~;
i’ve left my tumblr for hmm, 3 or 4 months? and now! im back! but, what’s that thingies? there’s A LOT of exo instead of my SHINee on my dashboard T~T miss SHINee! hrrrr Щ(ºДºщ)
i miss everything! i miss everyone! huaaaaaa where are you everyoneeee?? /cries/ i left my tumblr and bunch of my followers unfollow me. so pity ;~;
dear fellow midget, it is your birthday! well actually it is not your birthday yet, but due to the fact that i live somewhere that is not korea, in order to post this when your actual birthday starts i would have to stay up for 2 more hours and it is already 3 hours past my bed time so… that’s not going to be happening. i do however very much want to wish you a happy birthday. though i may beat on you, call you names and generally put you down constantly, you are fantastic. from the time that i got into shinee, until now i have always felt as though you were someone i could relate to, someone i could understand on some level, from what i can see and i have always found that refreshing and it has always made me very happy. your fascination with life, your excitement with almost all things, your talent and everything about you is incredibly captivating. you’re hilarious, you’re loud, you’re bright and you are definitely an enormous sweetheart and you make up one facet of a band that i am so happy to be able to know of even the smallest amount. so i want to wish you the happiest of birthdays, i hope it’s filled with lots of smiles and that the rest of shinee is able to make you the happiest boy alive, even though your schedules are packed. i wish you a wonderful year to come, and wonderful years to come in the future. you will always be a shithead, but you are definitely one of the most loveable ones (if not the most loveable one), and i’m so honored to know you the little bit that i do. happy birthday jonghyun!
what if taemin feels threatened by kai’s presence because he’s a dancer too and he looks like tae so people will compare them and all? :(
i can’t change my theme . something was wrong with my blog .
my blog theme is always comes out messy everytime i change my theme .
aahh help meee T^T
Happy 22nd Birthday Lovely!
Another year has passed by, and no matter how many hardships you’ve gone through or how many difficult times you’ve endured, you still retain the most precious of hearts. It’s one of the things I love and admire you for the most - how after all these years in the entertainment business you’re still so very kind and humble, treating everyone single person you meet with respect and a bright smile on your face.
I think it was noticeable throughout this year that something happened to you. You were quiet, more than usual, and you’d rather be alone in the corner than interact with the people around you or act silly like you always did. It broke my heart, because if there is someone out there that deserves to be happy that person is you. You’re the kind of person that tries so hard to hide when you’re suffering or sad, trying to carry all the weight of the world on your shoulders and endure everything by yourself because you don’t want to bother or worry anyone. I hope that one day, you’ll realize that sometimes it’s ok to let it go. That it’s ok to not smile when you’re not feeling alright, that every mistake you make is human, that we don’t expect you to be perfect all the time. That in those moments you’ll have someone to go to, a hand to hold, be it of a friend or a lover or a family member and that you’ll find all the comfort and comprehension you need.
I hope you’ll remember that your fans love you for who you are, and instead of wanting you to be the perfect idol, we want you to be happy.
In the last couple of months we’ve seen you getting better though, and I believe you’re ok now. It was very silly of me, but I cried seeing you act like the stupid quirky precious jinki, and it made me fall in love with you all over again. You smile like the world is such a beautiful bright place to live and even if it isn’t, when you do it it certainly feels like it (and you are the owner of the most beautiful smile in the world). I love how you’re so completely in love with singing, how you’re quick witted but incredibly silly at the same time, how you like old songs (and chooses to sing opera during a freaking kpop concert). I love your tiny eyes and the little gaps that appear on the side of your teeth when you smile, the way you walk awkwardly (and stumble all over the place), your chubby small hands, your voice.
I love you for being this captivating weird old-man-child that manages to steal everyone’s hearts.
So, on the day of your birthday, I’d like to thank you for being just you. For making me laugh so much that my stomach hurts, for being so hardworking and kind and silly, for bringing so many smiles and happiness not only to me but to everyone around you. I hope that you’ll get to eat delicious food today (and enjoy it you fatass) and that your days will always be bright and filled with as much joy and happiness as it is possible.
Happy birthday Jinki.